About: whose blog is this?
I‘m Alex Blondeau. Following in my father’s footsteps I did my undergraduate work in the fine arts. After four years or so in the world of advertising as a graphic designer, I jumped ship. I then completed a Master of Arts in “Christian Thought” from Bethel Seminary (St. Paul) in 2010 which culminated in a thesis in the area of theological meta-ethics. The paper explored the question: “is God necessary for morality?” (The answer is: Yes, but not if God “exists.”) Having developed a taste for the academic life, I enrolled in a PhD. program at Luther Theological Seminary under the supervision of Dr. Lois Malcolm. I graduated in 2016 after defending my thesis Dying to Live: The Paradox of Christian Salvation, The Terror of Death, & Developmental Stages Theory, much of which I blogged my way through on this site.
Since 2016 (the odometer is just about to flip to 2021 as of this update), I have been building our home in a small town in west central Minnesota, splitting wood for the cold winters, restoring a native prairie habitat on the acreage we bought, while working as a utility meter reader in various towns throughout the Dakotas and Minnesota. In general, I seem to have bitten off more than I can chew, but I am just now trying to return to my writing and other good habits. At any rate, I’m glad that you have found your way here and look forward to seeing you in the comments!
I saw your comments on Experimental Theology and had to check out your blog. I’d been a devout Christian for years, but my main apologetic supports around morality and meaning collapsed, and after fighting for over a year, I’ve now lost my faith. I’m just as interested as ever in the question of whether God is necessary for morality, and also for ultimate meaning – and I’m continuing to think that the answer is yes. But that’s more disturbing now.
Well, I look forward to reading more of your thoughts.
Oh, and I am also a fellow Thrice fan. 🙂
Ivan
August 21, 2011 at 5:42 pm
Hi Ivan,
Thanks for dropping by. You’re not alone my friend. Many of us have gone through a similar experience. It seems to get cashed out differently for each of us. Some call it a loss of faith. Others call it growth. Some move out of their faith tradition entirely, others reinvent it. My personal strategy tends in the latter direction. I tend to think that the idea of faith that evangelicals tend to run with has some pretty deep flaws. Rather than rejecting the tradition because of it, I’ve rejected certain aspects of their notion of faith.
A couple books that I’ve found helpful on the matter from a psychological perspective would be Robert Kegan’s “In Over Our Heads” and James Fowler’s “Stages of Faith.”
and… Woo! Thrice! 😀
Alex
August 22, 2011 at 7:40 am
Hey Alex, I hope you’re rocking out to Major/Minor. It has all the raw musical and theological awesomeness one expects from Thrice – and it also definitely probes our particular concerns on meaning and morality. I posted a few thoughts on it here.
I’ve added those books to my (long) reading list. But let me also ask: can you recommend any blogs? I’ve found plenty of confident Christian blogs, and plenty of smug atheist blogs. But blogs that simultaneously grapple with the possibility that Christianity may be false, and the full implications that might entail? Not so much…
Ivan
September 27, 2011 at 7:34 am
Hi Alex. Enjoyed you blog. I am writing a book concerning defeat and how it can lead to a kind of victory in the sense that it can take you down a road to something more meaningful than the ‘meaningless victories’ that are built on worthless illusions offered by our society’s values. It is a teenage fiction book that I am writing and I was wondering if you knew of any good quotes, illustrations or stories (or all three) that illustrate this. If you can help then please email me. Thanks very much
Oliver
October 5, 2013 at 8:24 pm
Thanks, Oliver.
I just sent you an email.
Alex
October 6, 2013 at 8:18 pm
Hi Alex,
I am glad I found your blog. Your thoughts are meaningful and give me a reason to think deeper.Thanks–
keep blogging.
Irvin J. Boudreaux
November 6, 2013 at 5:05 pm
Hi Irvin,
Thanks for that! I just checked out your “about” page. Are you still pursuing your spiritual direction certification?
Alex
November 6, 2013 at 8:28 pm
Yes, I am going to SMU the week after Thanksgiving. We are doing an Enneagram workshop as well as our regular program. I am enjoying this work and look forward to being there.
Irvin J. Boudreaux
November 6, 2013 at 8:37 pm
Very nice. I’m a 2 on the Enneagram. 🙂
Alex
November 6, 2013 at 9:00 pm
I’m a 7. Just bring on the great adventure.
Irvin J. Boudreaux
November 6, 2013 at 9:14 pm
Well, hello Sir! I had no idea. I learn more about you every time I look!
Alexis Roy
April 16, 2014 at 10:48 am
Hi Alexis! Just one big unfolding surprise, aren’t I? 🙂
Alex
April 16, 2014 at 10:52 am
Robert Kegan is my personality theorist when I am writing my theory paper in Clinical Pastoral Education and as a chaplain.
Star
February 17, 2015 at 4:15 pm
He’s so good! He makes the whole world of developmental psychology so accessible and applicable!
Alex
February 17, 2015 at 4:31 pm